How long till im free
Longing serenity

Within the depths of MY mind
A wishful soul connection
And I
Can't seem to find a solution

What the cost is for my dehumanizing
Existence that I should be thankful for yet
i'm sick of aimlessly searching for my
reason to be: essence preservation

Entropy everlasting breaking into my solemn home
It's plaguing all that i've ever known
So please bear with me as I try to find my fucking way
Through a world that I loathe in order to find clarity

Breathe in just listen Breathe Out and hear
Breathe in pace quickens now that I can see my fear
Breathe in No matter Breath out No cause
Breathe in beginning to my soul negation

Entropy everlasting breaking into my solemn home
It's plaguing all that i've ever known
So please bear with me as I try to find my fucking way
Through a world that I loathe in order to find clarity

I've been
Falling
So far
DOWN

Bound to
These dreams
So bleak
Drown

Oh my god
Please explain to me why
Im this way
Longing more than I Need

This Cage imprisons me
Drawing out all the worst things
Its Slowly compressing my fucking skull

Denial makes me feel okay, lies
Denial makes me feel okay, False lives
Denial makes me feel okay
Fucking keeps the rain all away
Denial makes me feel okay

Denial makes me feel okay, lies
Denial makes me feel okay, False lives
Denial makes me feel okay
Fucking keeps the rain all away
Denial makes me feel okay