I’m torn between what’s wrong and long gone
Insanity confines as my home
This bitter peace locked behind a closed door
Threw away the key, for the sight is fucked alone

So take this life, return to black
And make it right, never come back
What keeps me sane, inside this hell
What keeps me safe, safe from myself

I lived everyday, hoping it was my last
And I could never say, the answers to which you asked
I lived so long so close and it’s best you say goodbye
Because the pain has filled my hope
And now I’m ready to die


My life is only temporary
No one can save me from myself
Until I’m dead and buried
This is living hell

Sadness can be violence
But loneliness is deadliest
What’s been lost can never be found
How much can i take


And if I were to take this life
Could you see that it was all a lie
This hurts but I blame only me
Don’t pity me, Dont Pity me


And all the tears, and all the pain
And all their fears and all the blame
Are mine to bear, bring to my grave
Too late for prayers, I can’t be saved
Such Regret, and such despair
Resigned to death, to time to care
Leave me be, in misery
There’s nothing left, don’t pity me


Don’t you cry on the night I die
Don’t you ask the reason why
Don’t you say I didn’t try
In the end I lost my mind


And I’m not afraid
And I know I’ve failed
As my broken heart turns gray
And my broken skin decays